Happy Anniversary

Today would have been my 9th wedding anniversary.

I am generally happy with my life now, or as happy as I can be, given that my life was upended without warning and without any input from me. I enjoy living alone and am mentally and physically stronger than I was. I have better relationships now with my family and friends, and have even started having a pretty normal, and good, relationship with a guy.

I still don’t know what to do about my dogs, though. I love them, but right now, I would give them up in a second if it meant never having to talk to my soon-to-be ex again. I don’t even begrudge his wanting the divorce anymore. What I can’t get over, and possibly never will, is that he evidently valued our relationship so little that he was not able to talk to me about whatever problems we had, and gave us no chance of trying to work things out. If we had tried and failed, that would be one thing. But to never even try — I don’t know who this person is.

Thank goodness we never had children.

Posted by: Supersonic Jane | March 2, 2010 | 10:56 pm
Posted in: This Life